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It's All Gone
00:19
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Choke
04:00
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sounds like a joke but it's all too real
i can't make it here
you make me choke until i can't feel
can't i just disappear?
i tried so hard
to make things right with you
my efforts ended up
being futile
i hate how much of myself i showed to you
we are only strangers with secrets now
i loved every second i spent with you
but you know that i don't really need this now
hands on my throat i can't tell what's real
i can't make it here
you had to go make things so surreal
then you just disappeared
i tried so hard
to make things fine with you
my efforts ended up
being futile
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what will you do when i'm gone?
what would you do without me?
cause it's so hard to move on
when you always doubt me
that's why you're not letting go
you're only holding tighter
i know when i leave your grasp
ill glow so much brighter
i don't believe you
when you try to say that
everyone is here and that they'll never leave
i can see through everything
and i know my fate is sealed
(this can't be real)
and still there's such discomfort
everyday in every way
i should've never let things get this bad
it was the worst time i've ever had
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4. |
I Make Myself Sick
02:32
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i don't blame you for giving up on me
i have no hope for myself either
it's so sad and scary that
all sweet things turn so bitter
so just cut me up
i know you'll do
more with this body
than i ever wanted to
and i still dream of
those awful bitter things
and it fucks me up
you know i'd do
nearly anything to be another part of you
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5. |
Svengali
03:19
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and you act like nothing happened
but it really haunts us all
my mind's in disarray
i feel it everyday
my life's in disarray
i feel it everyday
it's an otherworldly magic
that i never got to know
i can't win in this twisted game you pay
(cause you never know til it's too late)
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Morning Pools
02:59
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i never wanted us to have to go and leave this place
soon we'll both be underground
there's a reason why i never speak your name
every time i do it makes me feel the same
i don't know when i will finally get over this
guess only time will tell
but what if it doesn't
i never wanted to have to see your face so many times today
i'm so afraid of you
tell me you hate me too
there's always something in the way of what i want to do
there's nobody that loves you
and now i'm stuck in this maze that i can't get through
that's what all this has come to
and i hope you were not watching me
no, i hoped you had left by then
it happens every night
it happens every morning
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8. |
Yellow (You're Not Real)
05:08
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be careful where you step
you don't wanna fall
off the building where i leapt
you didn't care at all
you are so much better than i am
you'd never want to be with me
yellow are the leaves
i could not believe
that you're real
really there
yellow are the teeth
that bite the hand that feeds
you've been warned
be prepared
I'm not giving up
i can barely reach the door
honesty bothers me
i don't love anything
both my hands are blue
I'm nothing without you
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9. |
Moth
02:02
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you don't know how long i've wanted to do this for
now i'm wondering what do i even do this for?
this doesn't even make me happy anymore
i just wanna lay down on your floor
guess there's no hope for people like me
they don't like me
it's beginning to feel more like a chore
i feel like i could throw up
i feel like i could fall to my knees again
and i could watch you dance around
the light in your room like
around the light just like a moth
and i could watch you fly around
tonight in the moonlight
and i could watch as you take off
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if you don't exist then why does it hurt so much?
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11. |
Damage Me
02:37
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i feel like something's wrong here
like i don't belong here
you can try and try and try
but you won't wake me up
when i see your pretty little face
i get so scared that you were right
and that tonight will be
the worst night of our lives
no, something's not right
but i couldn't tell you what it is
and every time
you act like you don't know
when i see your lovely purple fingertips
it makes me wanna die but i realized
that you were right here this whole time
i haven't seen your eyes in so long
they look at me
we both believed that we could do no wrong
when i go to see you i want to go home
when I'm at home i want to leave
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12. |
Wherever You Are
03:10
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wherever you are
i know you're not too far
my skull is in your hands
i'm giving you another chance
i'm tired of waiting for nothing
and losing everyone
i know you're not too far
but you still can't hear me scream
i hope that things are not as they seem
i'm afraid you might be gone for good
please tell me i misunderstood
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13. |
Raspberry Bush
01:14
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emotions flying all around you
do you feel it too?
that's what I'm holding onto
to feel your arms encased in mine
i hope you'll still be there
i hope I'll still breathe air
whatever you want
wherever you are
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14. |
This Is It
02:38
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i'm so fed up with you
i don't know what i'm gonna do
this time i think i can't take your side
you're fucking things up for me
and i really don't wanna be here anymore
you're constantly saying the things
you know that i don't wanna hear anymore
so leave me alone
just leave me alone
i'll be fine without you
i changed up everything for you
so you can't say i didn't try
i wasted so much time with you
a great mistake in both our lives
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my name is sam and I make music under the name salem's corydalis <33
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