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It Was Never Meant To Be

by Salem's Corydalis

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1.
Focus 01:44
i tried what's the use?
2.
yr not see-through anymore we will grow into each other i can't see you anymore we complete each other gazing into, craving more it will happen to us all they won't leave if you don't spill out all yr dreams and what they're all about
3.
i want to know you better my hands are tied i can't relieve this pressure i swear i tried it's just a matter of time i want to hold you closer we can't be saved i don't remember what you said
4.
i guess i can wait right next to you every terrible thing i can't undo i have felt the same, it's nothing new grab my frozen hands and pull me through i just don't want you to think it's yr responsibility to make me well again we did everything completely wrong we won't ever find where we belong we could have been saved had i been strong watch it all collapse then move along
5.
i'm noticing some changes in yr mind you think that we no longer have the time my head is hung, i should have known you'd trap me in yr cage of stone yr hurting me if you can't realize yet apologies that i know i won't get i want you to leave me alone you've proved how much you have not grown
6.
drown in lavender time traveller i want to weave yr bones never thought the rest of them would leave me here why did no one ever come for me?
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i want to help but yr not there a glossy stare just piercing me im broken up but i swear i still love you i cannot help but i don't care yr everywhere i want to be
9.
it's a clusterfuck of broken jaws you would never get it i'm not yr ghost just a tiny list of broken hearts maybe i could get it i've lost all hope you always get me down we'll figure out we'll figure it out i'm still here but i'm not having fun and i do regret it it's not a joke feel like i'm at war with everyone and i can't forget it these jaws we broke
10.
i trust lovers way too much i feel like i could hold you and fuse each other's bodies i feel sorrow way too much i never got to hold you the way i wanted to there's always someone they like more than you someone they'll tell yr deep secrets to
11.
it was never meant to be
12.
Daffodil 02:03
i couldn't breathe the false belief that you would still be here the misery it's haunting me and nothing's ever clear we fucked it all up may we rest in peace the tongue between my teeth you know i can't compete time moves too slow i didn't know i'm out of time
13.
everything's falling apart i'm so lost it was never meant to be i'm still here but you never notice me everything's breaking my heart at what cost? we don't accomplish anything live in fear i'm not who you want me to be why should i even bother? my hands are frozen underneath the water i feel so open but i'll try and spend my life fixing every part of me you never liked may mortem come to me
14.
Blue Streaks 02:43
i can fly out my window my mattress wet with the falling snow winter can never feel warmer i loved her it's over i warned her just follow his blue streaks walk with me down the empty streets disappear for a few weeks you were happy in my dreams
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what am i supposed to do now? i can't breathe i'm pulling teeth it's times like these what am i supposed to do now? i'm so fucked i'm out of love i'll never see we'll never see
16.
you didn't see the sky reflected in yr eyes because i love you more than you realize the serpents slither down yr eyes don't speak for me i feel lost lack of mobility we don't have the answers and we were never meant to have them
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i rot where i stay there's no comfort anyway i am one with my decay it pulls me down these thoughts won't go away i hope you'll be okay we will meet another day no need to frown
19.
Star 06:01
the teardrops from the stars will trickle down her cheek she wipes them all away and yet the night is turning bleak what is wrong with me? unstable betrayal i'll meet you in april

about

this is my first full length album and also my first music release ever
it's a collection of noisy, raw, and gloomy lofi songs that i wrote and recorded in my bedroom from jan 2020-may 2020
i hope you this album will resonate with you at least a little bit
thank you for listening

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released May 23, 2020

everything done by me (except for syd francisco's parts)

thank you to lici, damian, galy, mij, t, and anyone else who ever listened to/gave feedback on/supported my music prior to this album's release
you guys are real ones

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my name is sam and I make music under the name salem's corydalis <33

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